breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly, I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
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Time for a Change in thing's

sigh... i feel super sian right now
there like completely nothing to do now?
feel like going to the library later on,
go and find some good books to read and probably enjoy the free air-con xD

i still can't really accept the fact that Nissi knights is multiplying :[
i should be happy over this,
its a great thing to happen...
why am i feeling sad over this!!!

Finally our cell group has grown big enough...
soooo the older one's are going to be spilted from us,
Poly/ JC & above in one group.
Secondary & below in one.

not that i don't enjoy being with those of my age,
i just feel attach to the older one's.. =/
they are just always there..

well... its just me not wanting to face reality.
they have always been there since i join them,
its just hard to imagine them in other group......

in six weeks, six weeks, six weeks...
we will officially be 2 separate cell groups,
and functions as two...
in other words,
this may just be part of life...


separation is something that always have to be faced,

you can't expect a married couple to still live with their parents,
right, jeannette?

you can't run away from the truth you stupid girl..
they have to leave and form their new familie's...
also there's more benifits in multiplying...

i keep telling mysekf to be strong,
but can i really do that?

i really don't want to end up crying again...
i'll just throw away all this feeling's of mine,
i don't see any other's being sad.
i'm just overeacting an over emotional...
some body tell me what to do...
please......

sigh...
God, tell me what to do?
is this Satans's attack?

whats wrong with me??

3:08 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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