alot of things happened yesterday =/
i kinda felt upset when i was made a reserve?
lols... who wouldn't
have been training for so long already.
then just before the preview,
3 bgss peopl were made reserves =.=
only left shazli in the marching contigent..
its sooooo unfair for goodness sake,
if our drills were that bad i have nothing to say.
but i remembered cleary that you said,
people in the actual contigent are choosen on their
attendence & no. of time's casualty.aren't you bias against us????
only area10 people were made reserve's,
not a single area9 people.
and their attendence & endurance are worse then us..
they are still in the contigent!!
how to explain this??
3bgss , 2tms & 3bss were made bench warmers
i dont even know why i freakingly cried,
tears of anger n dissapointment,
couldn't be held back...
i could have gone to church instead...
i really hate missing it for nothing...
people there are part of my family,
that i meet 4times a month...
every time is treasured with them...
and i'm still exepcted to miss it again next week.
means i would'nt have seen them for 3weeks in total!!
its almost a month already!!!
i really feel like not going for the remaining sessions...
i'll just be sitting there the whole time,
watching what i hoped i could be part off...
efforts all wasted and everything,
whats the point of continuing??????
tell me honestly....
i want an answer if possible...
if its me making matters out of a molehill,
just tell me....
if i'm that bad i'll just quite npcc & go to another school.
just when i really enjoyed what i have been doing,
this had to freakingly happen ??
10:03 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
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alot of things happened yesterday =/
i kinda felt upset when i was made a reserve?
lols... who wouldn't
have been training for so long already.
then just before the preview,
3 bgss peopl were made reserves =.=
only left shazli in the marching contigent..
its sooooo unfair for goodness sake,
if our drills were that bad i have nothing to say.
but i remembered cleary that you said,
people in the actual contigent are choosen on their
attendence & no. of time's casualty.aren't you bias against us????
only area10 people were made reserve's,
not a single area9 people.
and their attendence & endurance are worse then us..
they are still in the contigent!!
how to explain this??
3bgss , 2tms & 3bss were made bench warmers
i dont even know why i freakingly cried,
tears of anger n dissapointment,
couldn't be held back...
i could have gone to church instead...
i really hate missing it for nothing...
people there are part of my family,
that i meet 4times a month...
every time is treasured with them...
and i'm still exepcted to miss it again next week.
means i would'nt have seen them for 3weeks in total!!
its almost a month already!!!
i really feel like not going for the remaining sessions...
i'll just be sitting there the whole time,
watching what i hoped i could be part off...
efforts all wasted and everything,
whats the point of continuing??????
tell me honestly....
i want an answer if possible...
if its me making matters out of a molehill,
just tell me....
if i'm that bad i'll just quite npcc & go to another school.
just when i really enjoyed what i have been doing,
this had to freakingly happen ??
10:03 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
{ I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky }
Jeannette(: 陈晓恩
26th October'94
Bedok Green Sec: 1/1, 2/1, 3E1, 4E1'10 now!
& I {♥} Npcc batch07 not forgetting our beloved CI's
Thats all you need to know.
{ WISHES }
♥CLC'10
♥POP!
♥O'lvl to be over
♥I'm contented with what i have already, so there's nothing else(:
