hahas just came back from the NPAP training,
was scared ah... didnt knew what to
expect, the place is like so freaking huge!!!
it was so quite, i could even hear the brushing
of leaves. i guess all was scared too,
must have never seen so many CI's in one place.
basicly there were 10 contigents with 3 CI's, so there
are like more then 30? all with freaking
loud voices....
learned new drills!!! finally something less
boring. hahas... some ppl may kill me if they saw this,
but true we have been repeating the same old
things so mannyyyyy times. was
fiddling around with the baton, its like sooo
cool!!!! im making a big fuss right?
its just a piece of wood shape like a parang to most ppl.
it was weird some how in a few ways....
1, we were actually provided
lunch n snacks for us to eat before n
after training. are they just plain nice?
2, we saw ma'am ganga there too n
she mention somethings about bedok green
dieing. was she refering to us 4 or the
unit back in school? its just puzzling.
3, the bus became an open changing room,
all were changing from full-u into mufi-ti
n hello the bus windows arent opaque,
imagine the no. of stares
but mood dip abit, about something shazli
said.... heard from him that me n nuris
were only choosen because there were
no other gals... some nco's were
said to be shocked when they knew we
were going.... i noe i shouldnt let
this affect me, but im just curious,
if im that bad to them i rahter dont go at all...
its both physically n time consuming...
i'll wan to proof myself that i can be good,
just take it that shazli talking crap
for now
for school, it was just basicly a normal day
though we ended at 11.15
it some how sucks? yah thats the word....
was emoing a bit, i guess? for some
reasons tears just came down...
maybe because im not scoring as well
that i should be or the pressure
im giving myself to do well.....
ohmygosh.... why am i writing some thing like
that? i just cant seems to understand
what i really wan.... its just confusing cause
i cant have the best of both worlds.
for now, no more emo post!!! whats the use of
making the reader unhappy because of
something that happen to me?
cya later on mon friends =]
whoo hooo church tml!!!!
me n nuris =P
dont they look cute together? (by the way his sec3... unbelivable)
some randome pic i took, n that our batons
a grp pic of us @ HTA =]
some randome pic i took, n that our batons
a grp pic of us @ HTA =]
11:13 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
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